The Fall of 2020

Welcome to the Fall of 2020.

We are living through the complete debasement of the Word. Reason and logic, along with evidence based argumentation on which they rely, have all become optional in the conduct of human affairs. A massive case of magical thinking exists around the molecular realities of our pollution, how it is causing the 6th mass extinction or the floods and wildfires we were not supposed to be seeing for another few decades. Oops. These things are directly caused by our chosen means of production and consumption but we pretend not to see. The long build up to nuclear war aimed at our species mass culling, if not extinction, it too is directly caused by our freely chosen means of organizing greed, power and violence: the dark triangle of public sphere domination represented in the USA by Wall Street, White House and Pentagon (other countries have others playing equivalent roles).

We pretend these three players are not at the core of everything else we do collectively. We also, schizophrenically pretend we need to continue making the bad ecological choices we are making day by day – forever – even if it means our collective suicide. It is as-if just under the surface of modernity there seethes a profoundly angry disappointment: suicide would be payback for this awful creator god of ours that dared to make me consciously mortal. . . and not rich and famous!

I believe through a powerful maturing process this childishness of ours will be purged from the human race. In Deuteronomy we read “I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing, therefore choose life.” Well here we are again when circumstance, the cryptic carrier of the inner meaning of human history, once again confronts us with the same question. We are being confronted globally this time though we are facing the same choices. Geologists, biologists, ecologists, and a host of architects, doctors and engineers today are not allowed to apply their expertise for the benefit of mankind directly, at the most local possible level. Instead bankers, politicians and military men make all the final decisions that matter most concerning resource allocations, social priorities and structural form in which capital trumps wages, global trumps local, and so on.

The blind guides have lead us into a ditch.

Meaning is the fabric of civilization’s discourse. We receive it and participate in it through the proper use of letters and numbers. Truth, or to put it in material terms, reality as it actually exists down to every finest detail, remains the standard by which we bearers of consciousness may judge the degree of our accuracy in our use of these languages. This interplay of subjectivity and objectivity, I submit, remains as strong as ever. What has changed is our ability to humble ourselves before the objective criteria. How quickly we moved from Dick Cheney saying “we create our own reality” to where we are today.

Does it not make sense that not one single lie makes it through death’s door? Who do you think you will be fooling then? On the other side only what really happened participates in that which keeps the molecules clicking along, be they of the DNA we love so dearly or of the environment we so take for granted.

Catholics believe that those living today form the Body of Christ today. The Lord remains the head but the hands and feet are ours, those of the current generation. With the Covid event the Body was literally starved. Billions of the faithful throughout the world were unable to receive Holy Communion. It was a time of great spiritual darkness, a time of the eclipse as nadir. Without the washing away of venial sins our sacrament provides, the powers of darkness have had a chance to strengthen among us. The Body of Christ was already scandalized with eyes torn and bloody from looking upon the use of the Eucharistic in the ritual abuse of so many individual children. The pain of the faithful, particularly in the USA, was multiplied by the cover-up due to Church pride and deference to reputation over the weight of souls. The Body of Christ has been attacked, weakened and now starved.

I understand many in the modern world just do not understand the reality of these issues of Divine Magick among us. Still, can we agree that there are powers of darkness arrayed against us? Be that as it may, just as carbon molecule misuse cares not one whit about our Climate Change opinions so, I submit, does the reality of the Battle of Evermore shift its balance not one hair by our obstinate blindness. Planetary suicide through polluting ecosystems and species suicide through unleashing the Sun’s radiation on Earth – hello? – we seem to have enemies. They seem to be playing hardball. They seem quite serious about their agenda.

Where then might we look for allys? Will we recognize our brothers and sisters in all people of goodwill and name the enemy supernatural as well as our own capacity for ignorance, deceit and violence or will we just choose another scapegoat? Been there, done that.

As the Body of Glory on Earth fell wounded and starved, the knee of invalid use of authority came down hard on His human flesh. So many now gasped with He who asphyxiated on the cross, “I can’t breathe.” Open racial conflict having broken out it is hard not to fear a return of that madness which made history’s recent nightmares. Yet this is not the whole story. We must include in our speculations about where all this might lead the solemn vow made by the survivors of the Holocaust:

Never Again.

What if Jesus Christ outside the protective doctrinal walls of Catholicism’s universal authority has become, in all too many cases, a monster? Germans fell by an appeal to pagan roots of soil and homeland. Russia, Cambodia fell with an appeal to atheism’s utopian delusions. What happens to Western civilization if it becomes poisoned and perverted by political authority appealing without authority directly to the Bible? Might the dangers prove to be considerably larger than those stirred up by the passions for soil and social justice?

Due to Covid many join our black brothers and sisters and speak from the heart of suffering, “I can’t breath.” This same year the planet’s lungs in the Amazon forest set records for fires as if it too gasps, “I can’t breath.” Being a resident of the West Coast of the US I must mention the smoke blanketing the region from the record setting forest fires decimating wildlife, ancient trees, homes and lives up and down the coast. For millions and millions of us just walking outside for a few minutes is all it takes to begin to feel for ourselves the stifling restriction of our respiratory systems. Is this not nature’s message, so multi-leveled, angelic even? It is an offering to you and me to work on empathizing with all that is involved in the outcast and the poor gasping, choking, dying.

Might this be enough to cause a real change in what we insist on from ourselves in the midst of our collective challenges? Floods and fires atop the virus just might be the wake up calls we needed. Let us hope so. In fact, let us pray it is so. Let us pray we will not need polluted smokey air in our cities to also contain nuclear fallout before we learn to say NO to that which seeks to destroy us.

Published on the Equinox, Sept. 22, 2020.

Welcome to the 4th Day

Good Morning!
Stars are singing!

On the 4th Day, Today, we open our treasuries and offer them to all with all the hope in our hearts that the discernment of Joy and Liberty we had found in them may benefit the cause of the faithful’s union throughout the world.

The blind cannot fathom the depth of disgust with which the eyes of the young look upon those who have choked them, sold them for baubles, crucified them for their selfish short-term gain. Politicians and Bankers hold empty bags tattered and torn. Although there is a cold wind blowing plague and economic collapse most of these folks are still delusional by any scientific assessment, with poison on their two-faced snake-tongues doing little more than laying traps for any mind that would attempt to reason carefully about our real social and ecological problems. This is the time for naming them and confronting them with the courage required to stop what is going wrong. The Frontline Plastic Wars provides a singular illustrative example that can stand in for all of those who really do NOT understand what day this is. They expect the cattle to fall for the same tricks. Again. That is not the case. People are not cattle and the poor are not without a protector.

“Once bit twice shy, no, no regrets at all. Justice, might as well take over.”
City of Love Yes

There has been plenty of time in the triage tents, yes? If not on the front lines, how are you doing with the reading assignment? The thread of schism ran deep throughout the Christian West, like a red thread of counter-meaning corrupting all sides it touched. It is along that thread that our exorcism will continue, traveling from the outer ring of Mormonism to the Protestant inner core. In the Gospel story the soldiers themselves would not tear the robe of Christ but right there at the foot of the cross tossed lots for it. Schism tears the robe. It is no coincidence (or is it?) that it is probabilities, the whole science of reason weighing evidence in the face of the unknown, that will turn this collapse of Homo Colossus into the birth of a more humane human culture. . . in the long run. It is for the seamlessness of this robe that Jesus prayed most passionately, as reported by St. John. The hypothesis is simple, that the Christ did not fail in his mission. It is that this exact prayer was heard and answered that day on the cross when torturing a human being was named for what it is – evil. How it was, and is, answered St. John illustrates for us in his Revelation. The tear in the robe, this dis-unity at the heart of the human family, is and is naught as it sorts what it truth and what is not. These things involve profound mysteries of time and the way good and evil play out in the human hearts throughout the lifespans of individuals and their children. Every man, woman and child of God deserves respect. Each one is equally precious in the eyes of their creator: Our Father, One God of One human family, however said all this we are talking about has nothing to do with the cheap sentimentality of religiosity that masks the real thing. Bye Bye 700 Club, there is a new sheriff in town bearing the eight pointed star of the law man and the triple-7 in his holster. The seamlessness of this robe has been made almost invisible today under the weight of slander and confusion sewn by our enemies. Our enemies are the wrong spiritual ideas in high places, ones that have come to dominate the way we think in our unsustainable cultures. These ideas then translate into molecules that threaten all we hold dear. To win this battle we need to know our enemies tactics and out-maneuver them at every turn. What we are proposing is that when people take a hard, unbiased look at the evidence for preternatural entities in this material, however weird it may seem to a scientist today rightly skeptical of anything hinting at the ESP fiascoes, as these generations pass and events in history unfold the weight of the evidence just keeps piling up for there being angels and demons influencing events. We are in a life and death battle that is not served by obfuscating the true depths and heights of all that is involved.

Only when we place true Magick where it belongs can we learn to quickly recognize superstition and all the mind control tricks used to attack clear reasoning. The little scroll at the heart of the A∴A∴ work is, we submit, our ticket providing passage through hell. It has been our experience that here something speaks with an authority in that the words given are dynamic, actively purging error. Many private revelations do this, they can feed the flock. The image of Divine Mercy, red and white rays shining out of a standing Jesus’ heart with the words ‘Jesus I Trust in You’ summing up living faith’s needed correction came to prominence as the wall between East and West fell and we saw into Poland’s heart. Close to my heart as an American is Our Lady of Guadalupe who accompanies the poor of the Americas unfailingly. In the little scroll given Aleister Crowley there is something all-together different from this sort of communication, with puzzling references and cryptic allusions. If it is anything wholesome, as we and many who have been touched by it assert it is as it lead us to Catholicism, it is better characterized as it itself does, as a prophetic word meant for the Bride in the World in her time of need. The Law is for All.

This material claims to take science to the edge of faith, hand in hand with reason to the limits of its understanding. It requires of its students that they be willing to use the modern mind’s understanding of the sciences to its utmost and face probabilities fearlessly and without bias. We’ve had a 100 years of psychotherapy and the world’s getting worse observed Dr. Hilliman. Those timid steps towards the mysteries of the mind, useful as they have been even as they were marred by their creator’s need to rationalize their own sins, failed to account fully for the Magick involved when the tiger of trauma is released. Thank you Freud, thank you Jung, thank you Adler. . . but there is much, much more involved.

There’s a star-man waiting in the sky
He’d like to come and meet us
but he thinks he’d blow our minds
David Bowie

Blow them or not, time has run out. Human beings wake up now to their place in the universe. The Good Guys win again, yet, we could truly destroy ourselves. How the Good Guys won (or win) this eternal war leaves us breathless, the class of intelligence involved in some aspects of the exorcism can only lead us to wonder. What is done is done, it cannot be reversed, it cannot be undone and it will carry us forward, to regress is not an option. What is this change, must it “blow our minds” or can we learn to have Magick without Tears? It is very, very easy to explain. Here is an important essay to act as a load stone to guide folks through what can seem quite the thicket. It recalls the power of what consciousness has achieved in our midst, in our day, Stepping Out of the Old Aeon and into the New.

May Peace come to your homes.

Judgment of an Aeon

How a little girl brought life to puppets of sawdust brains and rag hearts.
Happy Birthday Greta, Welcome to 17 !!!

Epiphany 2020, The Judgment of an Æon

“Gabriel used careful language when he announced his birth. He did not speak of ‘what will be born in you‘ to avoid the impression that a body would be introduced into her womb from outside; he spoke of ‘what will be born from you,’ so that we might know by faith that her child originated within her and from her.” (italics in the original)
Saint Athanasius, bishop
Office of Readings, January 1

This Epiphany, the year XX XX, the beetle completes its long, dangerous and torturous journey through the sinister moon of poison and lies. While the world continues to blow its trumps towards war, we offer our humble gift of an alternative. A song of Joy. Do not be “freaked out in a moon age day dream” any longer. This is how we all meet the Lady of the Virginal Moon, enthroned Queen of Heaven. Defeating the gates of hell, sealing the abyss, she becomes Empress with the help of the Hierophant. Mother of the Church, Mother of the faithful, all those who believe in the value of life over death.

Mindful ecology cuts right to the reality of our molecular world. What we find in the contemplative disciplines is that for the human being it is their relationship with their own personal father and mother that uncovers the basic foundations of our characters and the bodily set of ecstasies and pains that are uniquely ours. In a mystery our consciousness rides on a set of associations around creativity and death that are also associations of the heart: fatherhood and motherhood. In our innermost we are not most moved by the impersonal forces of the universe but the ongoing relationships with the molecular makers who play the hand of God for us on this earth.

Who am I? My DNA is a combination of my mothers and my fathers as they lived and loved over generations. One flesh, one family of Man. To honor it is the only reasonable reaction to a gift earned by so many before us through countless hardships untold. Our ancestors, like ourselves, were willing to suffer to hold the flaming hope that we pass through the centuries: that our children will come to live in a more peaceful and just world. Today, after the age of cynicism to use Kung’s term from Does God Exist?, it is hard for most people to find a rational hope that where this whole planetary experience is leading us is anywhere good. The work of the blackstar is one that re-establishes a basis for exactly that, a realistic basis. At first glance it is going to seem very pie in the sky but it is in fact all about boots on the ground.

In The Lord of the Rings when Frodo first meets Aragorn he says “I think a Servant of the enemy would look finer and feel fouler.” This, I do believe, gets right to the heart of the matter. This crisis the race is facing right now is one I hope to illustrate using a comparison of cults and culture. The cults are the Mormons started by Joseph Smith and the Ordo Temple Orientis started by Aleister Crowley. Everyone knows the commercial images the Mormons sustain in the popular culture of clean shaven white families beaming in their no-drinking, no-smoking happiness. Here the cover of the book looks most inviting, virtuous even. The OTO, on the other hand, has a very different reputation. The virtues of the OTO seem nothing more than sex, drugs, and rock and roll but what I propose is that we look under the covers a bit. Literally.

Joseph Smith, like Aleister Crowley, was a type of ceremonial magician. He used rituals and divine names seeking occult power. I think both were also seeking by these means healing for spiritual wounds inflicted upon them through torturous childhoods. It goes with the territory. People who are not deeply involved in these things think otherwise about all things related to private ritual practice but they should be careful not to judge too quickly what they are not personally called to understand. It is in symbolism that the young victims of child abuse can find their way to defeat the suicidal and / or murderous impulse injected in them through the nail of their personal crucifixions; whatever it is that actually happened to them. On the other hand evil does have a way of spreading. . . even multiplying. Eventually I will be arguing that one of the evidences for a demonic reality is the way in which the human evil we choose to do, often with a large dose of ignorance and driven by drives we experience as suddenly overwhelmingly powerful, has its cruelty multiplied way out of proportion to the crime committed. Cain slays his bother and soon we have so many nuclear weapons pointed at each other that no sane person should be sleeping well at night. The point here is this, the cults that feed on and pass on many of the symbol sets we have labeled occultism are in fact sources of pestilence, places jackals feed; the serial killers, child slaughterers, and other wicked ones. They can also be places of healing at the hands of prophets, shamans turned shepherds if you will. 2020 is a good year to look at this type of discernment, the discernment of spirits. Both religion and science have been found to be capable of unspeakable wickedness accompanied by deception covering it up but these same fields are also capable of producing a type of saintly genius that through soul-struggles provides a selfless service to the world. The question our race is face to face with just now is how do you identify fair from foul in the these two realms of science and religion.

“Our method is science, our aim is religion.” Motto of the A∴A∴

The science of Man is coming to terms with the fact that through certain chemical enhancements, IF given in the right religious set and setting, profoundly powerful experiences are available that point to there being some reality behind the reports of shamans and mystics throughout the Aeons. This suppressed knowledge, that psychedelics have this potential, has become more or less mainstream. I find it significant that as the year 2020 begins 11 states (yep, 11) in the ol’ U.S. of A. have declared marijuana legal. This science is also confronting the dark side revealed by the same psychedelics in which a bad trip involves visions of a future world with cities all burning under the rain of unleashed bombs with vampire-like monsters from between the stars feeding on the souls in the debris. The psychedelic voyagers of the 1960s learned, often the very hard way, that there was this vision of burning flesh that had to be dealt with too, but it was all so new. We owe them and the few brave explorers who went before them on their “trip to the East” at least our gratitude. Many paid with their lives and sanity so that we might be able to more sanely make up for the painful deficit in our own culture today. Protestant fear of religious contemplatives made bliss a verboten subject for hundreds of years now. We Chapel people with our beads and our real belief in the supernatural really spooked folks but such fears are now displaced. The Puritan fear of ecstasy is a lie. It is born of the schismatics trying to make sense of Jesus after refusing his flesh and blood.

The other science of Man that cannot be reversed is the insight we have gained into the role of bonding and attachment in the nurturance of both the body and soul of the young. We are mammals par excellence so an environment of safety, or a lack of the same, is the vital determining factor in the creation of traumatic stress syndromes. It is not events in themselves that cause one person to suffer their whole life long while another who had the same thing happen to them does not. It is the setting in combination with the set, the different internal and external environmental factors influencing the psyche of the child at the time that makes all the difference. If the child anywhere hears a voice of love carrying human dignity and directed directly towards them, they are likely to make it. This is what Mr. Rogers understood so very well. If a child even sees a Man walking in righteousness it can undo hundreds of encounters with the Men who, after all, carry the burdens of incest, rape, and war. Modern trauma studies have reached the edge of science where the spirit leaves the body in the so-called out of body experience. There is no further tracking from the point of view of the personality involved. Trauma studies, like the psychedelic ones, have run straight into the reality of the demonic in which very personal cruelties reach dimensions of poltergeist and other phenomenon. As these therapists learned to say when they were just beginning to uncover the connections, dealing with a dark child’s trauma is like waking a tiger, or lion if you will.

These are the sciences that deal directly with what holds the most promise for Man to overcome the evil festering among us today and planning our demise through planet poisoning and nuclear fires. The aim is religion. As so meticulously documented by William James more than a century ago there is a more or less universal form of spiritual experience, conversion from sin by encounter with mercy. It is a moment of grace, it is given from above and no man, woman, or child can make it happen for themselves or for another. What then are we to do? The A∴A∴ tradition believes we should still work at it, prepare for it. It is in recognition of these two factors this whole approach is built: the role of sciences in the mind of a modern educated human being and yet recognizing their limit. Mindfulness means to work to carefully discern the spirits, to find the truth, to seek as the Magi of old the One Star in Sight. . . to separate the fair from the foul. All the sciences from biology and ecology through to astrophysics and Bayesian A.I. are important to study, it is just that the sciences around the use of psychedelics in ritual settings and the reaction of the body to trauma are the ones formerly kept underground and need what light thrown on them we can.

“Our aim is religion.” The path is not one of superstition and magical thinking. The path is one of science.

Which brings us back to the subject at hand between cult and culture. The Tarot cards above are from the Rider Waite and Thoth decks. If you want to play along acquire a copy of each and spend some time considering the meaning of the changes made in the Thoth cards as lessons learned. In the old Fool card, for example, the youth was blindly about to walk straight into the abyss of demons. In Lady Harris’ version the Fool faces you straight on and you see the lion eating at his thigh. To put the differences between the two decks in a nutshell, how is this? There is an adjustment to justice involved in the judgment of an aeon that so seriously misused the powerful symbolism of the Lord Jesus Christ, turning our human dignity and glory, beauty and truth, love and compassion into Darwinian robots rutting like pigs in lust. How many cult leaders used the name of Christ to seduce the young and married? Or to whip up mob violence in a great fear of the other, of the devil in your neighbor and the Scarlet Woman? We see those sexually perverted spokesmen for Jesus represented in David Bowie’s Blackstar video by the regressed human beings on the cross. Forgiveness starts by naming the sin.

Behind the Mormon pictures of happy families, blissfully happy families, there is a set of theological teachings. It is their assertion that they and they alone have the proper interpretation of Christ’s teachings. All other people who have ever followed him, if they adhered to the Apostolic Creed became lost souls. They will remain so unless they accept the Mormon baptism being offered the dead in their temple rituals. The real meaning of Christ teaching, according to their own published works, is hard to actually see for what it is. It can be hard to see the forest for the trees. Many people are familiar with the result of the theology. Mormons do not share the core community building ritual of marriage with the rest of us, they exclusively do those ceremonies only in their temples. This is a form of sex magic. The other well known feature of their culture that comes directly from this ceremony is the special underwear they are to wear at all times. It is first put on after their temple rites and is designed to keep them from sharing their spiritual gifts with the surrounding culture which they consider evil through and through. For them the non-Mormon government of the United States is a temporary stepping stone towards the theocracy to be established when the new Zion is placed in Missouri because the Vatican, the existing Zion for us of the ancient Christian faith, will no longer exist nor, most likely, will most of the Middle East. Then the world will be remade the way Jesus wants it to be. This is Darby Dispensationalism made political to immanentize the eschaton.

What is the theology that bears this fruit? A justification of jus primae noctis (right of kings to a maid’s first night) at best, a justification of incest obviously and at worst of pedophilia as their “heavenly father” is very often referred to as the Ancient of Days. Christians of the creed define the Heavenly Father as a Spirit so that the term for them means something else. This is not mentioned to scandalize but to address the witness given by Martha Beck in Leaving the Saints. Let us take this one step at a time. For Mormons God the Father has a physical body just exactly like you or I except it is glorified. Joseph is vowed to Mary as husband to wife. Joseph is the son of this Mormon Father who had previously created his spirit by having intercourse with his “heavenly” bride. The Christmas story in Mormon theology involves the Father coming to earth to take the bride of his son and have carnal sex with her to create Jesus. The sacred Christian mystery is, for them, polygamous incest. It is nothing new. The ancient Egyptians took the evil of incest and called it their good too. Of course an angel of destruction came and destroyed all their first born in return while God used Moses to call good people out of that evil and in the Decalogue laid the cultural seeds that destroyed the superstitions that had maintained the Pharaohs in power for thousands of years. Never again would incest be openly worshiped as the way to elevate human families as star gods, ascending up the Ziggurnat Tower of Babel, pretending to control the universe by building pyramidal mausoleums in defiance of the great taboo. It is still not openly allowed. Mormons need to hide the plain implications of their words and Donald Trump has had to remain with insinuations in his early days scandalizing the jaded New York scene.

This Christmas at my mother-in-law’s I heard this lame attempt at humor: ‘Mary was just the first woman to have a documented affair. She was wedded to Joseph at the time and there was a baby right?’ This gets right to the heart of the matter does it not? Who do you say that Mary was? What if you are wrong, have you not then just insulted God’s mother, a God in the form of Man whom we are taught has all the passions of love for one’s mother that this entails. In the book of St. John’s Revelation we meet the righteous anger of the Christ that closes the abyss on the devil and his angels for all time once and for all. There is a certain type of anger involved in exorcisms. The damnation of the damnable is an event that has already taken place through the victory of love on the cross witnessed to by the Resurrection. This is what the symbolism of the apocalyptic book is teaching. Properly understood it returns the reader to the fist page of the Bible, not out to strange star gods. For our world to return to the ways of politicians having magical power because they dare to break the incest taboo is a cultural and spiritual regression for our race. To get caught up in it is to turn your back on reason and science, not just virtue and compassion. We are not destined to return to the jungle but to journey ever onward towards the city of peace. Horus is the avenger of regression in Mr. Crowley’s scroll.

The same spirit of viciousness that is in the Via Dolorosa is also in the act of incest. The soul of the victim of incest, and they are victims, is what will accompany them all the rest of their days. They will take to their graves souls altered – beyond their own power to heal. Now this is important. It is in this sense that the crime of incest can stand in for all the abuses that are so sever in the torture they inflict on a persons self image and self worth that they cause life long traumatic reactions and suffering. This is what the perpetrator of these crimes takes in their hands, this temporary thrill of sex used as revenge physically and emotionally. “There is love and there is love.” Twisted expressions of “love” are always rooted in the human heart that has not been able to forgive.

Not one of us can judge another. Virtue is not measured in absolutes that we can see, though we know that ultimately absolutes exist. If you doubt it watch and consider Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri. How far a person comes in their fight against their own demons is what will count in the end. We know this through the Judgment of the Aeon and what we have learned about a civilization that chose to worship money at the expense of the earth. This is a way of saying the unchanging truth about the human condition: true forgiveness comes from the heart. It is very, very arduous to achieve and can only be accomplished with the aid, in the end, of a higher power. “Judge not, that you not be judged.” This applies to every person you have ever or will ever meet in the flesh. They deserve honor and respect even if they are currently in the deepest of evils for we do not know what tomorrow will bring for them, or for ourselves. We of the faith, hope and charity party believe one thing with all the strength of reason backed by evidence and it is this: God will bring good out of evil for those who turn to him. It is a mystery of time involving what affects the ripples of our activities have on others in the long run, a mystery the author of the reality of history alone is master of. Not only is God more than capable enough of bringing good out of evil but the good is often in proportion to the evil! It is from great sinners that great saints are made, it is the lukewarm that are spit out of His mouth (Rev 3.16) For us the Lord really has taken away the sin of the world. For those who turn to Him in goodwill the world can be turned upside down to make things right. You have to believe in the magick to see it, though once you do see it the evidence for it is undeniable. More prosaically, you need to know what you are looking for to find it. There is supernatural power in the forgiveness of sins and the gates of hell do not prevail against it.

This is the dagger that was used in the ceremonial magic of the Joseph Smith family. Most scholars believe the “personages” he reports seeing were invoked with such rites. It is known as the Mars dagger.

As converts to Catholicism formerly trained as students of magics and yogas we find the magical engine behind the Mormon phenomenon to be fairly basic, ceremonial magic 101. The core of ceremonial magic is found in the circle of protection the magician is to inhabit and the triangle of evocation where the spirit being summoned appears. Around the circumference of the circle the magician writes, very carefully because the protection of his soul depends on it, the names of God. The tales of demons getting the circle broken so they can enter and attack are many. The reality of what is going on is nowhere more detailed than in Liber 418 by Mr. Crowley. To cause a curse instead of a blessing all that one needs to do is destroy the outer ring of sacred, protective names. This will allow what the tales call demonic possession, or at least an attempt at it, to occur. This is exactly what the second Egyptian facsimile in the Mormon Doctrine and Covenants does.

In this battle the angels are on the side of the Stele of Revealing.

We square the circle, restore the names
Sealed in the abyss from which it came.
It Is Done.
It can Knot be Undone.

The second image is the Hypocephalus of Sheshonq, a magical amulet placed at the back of the head of a mummy so that their spirit could be properly guided through the underworld. The back of the head is Qoph in Hebrew and related to the sinister Moon Tarot mentioned elsewhere. Cranial Sacral therapists and those investigating the role of the vagus nerve add interesting evidence that this is a very important area when dealing with some of the deepest traumas that bodies can absorb. The Egyptian believer placed the hieroglyphic names of their gods around the rim of the circle. Hieroglyphs were considered a sacred script, exactly like Hebrew would later be considered among the Jewish people. In the Mormon version however Joseph Smith replaced missing parts with letters from the non-sacred hieratic script. This mishmash of sacred and profane is an image of the magic circle broken open. Any well trained magician would tell you that in its current form this bit of “reformed Egyptian” is a gate, not a guard. It acts as a source of pestilence, a spiritual point from which the polygamous incest’s spirit of viciousness can be fed by their rites by spirits they believe to be of the dead and unleashed into the world. Such, anyway, is the assessment and analysis from an informed occult point of view. This is not to say this is what is happening, only that this is what an objective look at the material shows.

However, there is the important witness of the daughter of the Mormon scholar who did the most to justify this image to the world. It was no small scholarly sell-out to find means of tying obvious mistakes of translation with the Spirit of the Lord as it is revealed in the Gospels. The resulting Mormon publication is a mind-numbing mishmash of footnotes to real and imagined references. Martha Beck, the witness who mentions this is best left to speak for herself (pgs 113, 147):

“I am five years old, my hands are tied, and my father is doing something that feels as though it’s ripping me in two. I am stretched out on my back, legs spread, like a frog on a dissecting table, unable to see or understand what is happening, focusing as hard as I can on the cord around my hands, because it distracts me from what is happening elsewhere. A rush of strange words bounce around my head, words my father is saying: Father Abraham. The Book of the Dead. The Book of Breathings. The prophet Joseph. Amut the Destroyer. The prophet Joseph Smith. Sacrifice. Abrahamic sacrifice. I have a dim idea that my father has been commanded to sacrifice Isaac. None of it makes sense.”

“In another dream, which tortured me throughout my adolescence, I would think I’d woken up, then hear slow, heavy footsteps creaking on the floorboards outside my room. Just as I decided it was nothing, the doorway would fill, top to bottom and side to side, with the probing head of a huge crocodile, atop a tawny body that seemed to belong to a dog. The stench of stagnant water and death shriveled the air around it as the monster walked heavily, inexorably toward me, and there was nowhere I could run. Then I’d wake up.”

The image of the scholar-magician was first made popular in its current form during the Renaissance. Many who take up the practice today are still inspired by the image of a devoted religious scholar in search of contact with angels. Literature plays a fundamental role in passing on the spiritual teachings of the magi. In literature while we often find the wise man able to properly initiate the young one through his magical training, think Merlin and Gandalf. We also find that there is a darker side. There is a pact with the devil hanging in the wings. From Dr. Marlowe to Faust authors have explored what lies beneath the religious exterior of the magical character. This makes these tales very relevant for our times in which scandal has befogged everyone and everything. Beneath the religious exterior these authors find mingling with the Dark Arts is secretly covering up base power and pleasure seeking. These lesser motives live like a worm in the apple, rotting the core of all practices offered as replacements of Catholicism’s ancient and sacred liturgy. Such, anyway, is the witness of the majority of the source literature.

Just as there is no farther to go in human “psychology” than causing the ejection of the spirit via an imagination-on-fire OOBE via torture, so there is no further to go in our private or collective ritual capacity than the highest, that is, most true and most proper worship for our Age. Priest and Pope alike, layman and laywoman alike, all should kneel before their maker. Everything else is liable to the superstitious magic of clericalism, the power of the Pharisee’s targeted by Christ’s scorn. This is the ancient teaching, that all other strange gods are liars that enslave those who worship them because through such worship they show they have failed to discern the distinction between the creator and the creation. Catholicism holds up the Sacred Host and invites all to join us in contemplative awe before it. We just do not believe in the Evangelical beat-stick missionary approach. We seek to shine with charity and mercy by our immersions in the boundless love of God we experience in the most intimate union imaginable. The theology of Catholicism is that of God giving Himself in the flesh, blood, soul, and divinity of His being so perfectly and completely to the human race – a star-man come to show earth-man how to reach heaven, as it were – that the truth of His revelation is now, post-Crucifixion, written like a scroll on our flesh, like a law on our hearts.

However, this is all turned into nonsense if we do not involve the mystery of time. The temptation to holier-than-thou then becomes overwhelming.

What is the orthodox teaching about the mystery of time? Or, to put it another way, why does Christianity insist on the historical reality of mankind’s savior, thereby grounding its “myths” in reality as we mortals normally know it? Why teach both the Resurrection of the body at the end of time and the perfect union of the soul of saints with God within time but a time that is a reality not at all like mortals normally know it. St. Paul insisted he had traveled to the third heaven, that is what he left us about what happened to him on the road to Damascus. Some scholars have supposed he was referring to a Gnostic like set of exaltations or perhaps an early chariot mysticism or some such reference. Yet isn’t it the third coming of the Lord that he is teaching us? In the first coming, the Alpha of His Time, the creator of the universe changed a DNA molecule so that a virgin conceived. In the Omega of His Time, just before his death the creator of the universe changed bread and wine molecules so that disciples in love with their Lord might know perfect union. This simple yet profound gesture from the supernatural world into ours was sealed by what Christianity has always insisted was a factual ressurection sworn to by many eyewitnesses of upright character. In what has become known as the second coming the one who was crucified returns alive to judge the living and the dead “and His kingdom will have no end” because it is in the time beyond time. Only after all of time has unfolded will we be able to see how all the interconnections of what we call good and evil have in-fact played out but the God of the Bible was, is, and will always be beyond and above time itself. He created it, created in Gen 1.1 “the beginning.” The final important bit of orthodoxy is in how the coming of the Lord is said to occur in the Fullness of Time, being born in Bethlehem and tortured to death under Pontius Pilate. But what about between the time of his coming centuries ago and the end of all time in the universe aeons hence? This is where and how the third coming of the Lord takes place. It takes place every time a lost sinner is found and every time the priest at the altar pronounces the words of consecration.

Those who have yet to meet the Living Lord are, we could say in light of the Biblical revelations about sacred time, living in the age or aeon before the Fullness of Time. There is a much used prayer in the Eucharistic rite that states that “in ages past you spoke to your people through the prophets and now, in the fullness of time, have spoken to all people through your son.” The sinner unrepentant is how Catholicism sees any human being who has yet to be given the grace leading to repentance and conversion, a lost sheep, they whom the Christ came to save. They are living in the age of the prophets. The church prays every morning for them, “Today listen to the voice of the Lord, do not grow stubborn as your fathers did in the wilderness.” No sin is too great and no sinner too hopeless as long as breath remains in the body. If they harden not their hearts when He calls they will hear the Word of the true prophets and through them they will come to hear the true Word of the Lord. This is the third coming of the Lord. It is the coming in glory in the human heart. It is also the coming in glory St. John’s Revelation is mostly about. Revelations is not a set of sacred tea leaves as-if the Age of prophecy had not actually been replaced by the Age of the Son. It has nothing, nothing, to do with The Late Great Planet Earth crowd’s reading of the sacred scripture in America’s Republican headlines.

Instead of tea leaves, we suggest, this is part of the mystery of time that the psychedelic experience makes so vivid. Note I did not say it is the same thing. That would be speculating beyond the evidence. What can be said definitively after decades of both legal and underground research is that there are available to human beings some states of consciousness that seem to overwhelmingly witness to extraordinary profundities involved in our journeys through the space-time continuum. Terminal patients have been known to lose their fear of death and life long alcoholics reform from single experiences of these moments. While set and setting cannot be ignored neither can what the theologians call natural law, that there is a ladder of light, as it were, within us. We did not make the ladder and it is not ours to shaped and climb anyway we wish. Those who think they can end up mad or worse. From these studies it can said that our consciousness seems to consist of an ongoing interpenetration of finite, linear time with the eternity which surrounds it and before which, as the ancient hymn has it, “let all mortal flesh keep silence.” The DNA is deathless after a fashion, life only ever knowing one chromosomal combination after the other. Yet every vehicle of that DNA is not at all deathless. That is another way to discuss the interpenetration of finite and infinite factors within our flesh as it is reflected in our minds.

I have quickly tried to compare and contrast the two theologies of Catholicism and Mormonism both as cult and culture. How the OTO itself functions can be explained easily enough. For those who have said in their hearts evil be my good, not to rebel in a murderous rampage but because early torture provided evidence for such a view, they provide a means of encountering God who wears the mask of the devil. In the OTO Baphomet specifically. It is funny how someone will lie all day in church but not dare lie in front of an image of him. Contrast the Tarot lovers depicted in bondage to the devil in the Rider Wait image with the devil in Lady Harris’ work. Be very careful if you dare to engage in throwing scandal about. Ah, but how what looks foul. . . “He is foul enough!” Merry replies to Frodo’s assessment of Strider.

“In this world, its hard to tell the shadow from the light
what is real can find a way to hide behind the lies.”
Lead with your heart, The Tenors


Mormons, come home to Rome, you’ve been had.

The Rain Will Fall

It was a month ago a child came to speak the truth to the adults in America. On the Twentieth Day of September the major news outlets of old, ABC, CBS, and NBC all told of the marches that happened throughout the world. Didn’t these marches seem to appear out of nowhere? Yet they included millions and millions of people and had a most impassioned and articulate spokesmen, well, spokeswoman, well, a child actually. It was downright spiritual. One month later I do believe it is safe to say business as usual goes on in America, as usual.


Evil always makes the same mistake, it underestimates the power and simplicity of good.

Let’s see, I took a rough timing of all three stations on 9/20/2019 when the first Friday protest hit worldwide as Greta came to New York and on 9/23/2019 when the United Nations held its climate meeting. A meeting we should note on the heels of the most dire climate change report to the UN yet, warning that “many tipping points may have already been passed.”

On the 20th then 23rd
CBS: 4 mins / 1 min 30 secs
NBC: 2 mins 7 secs / 24 secs
ABC: 2 mins / 1 min 26 secs

Thank you for taking your 12 minutes for us from your busy schedule. We have waited a month for good documentaries, powerful presentation of scientific facts, the use of cameras and money to share the view of the damage, even a single serious debate about adaptation carried on at an adult level from the so-called air-waves. Silence.

It has been One Month, that is long enough. This is the season of Halloween in America, as it passes into All Souls Day, I am going to send the medicine to those who have been preparing along with me in these spiritual triage tents. I have not been peddling a false hope. Each of you will need to decide for yourself if it might be a true one or not. I’m asking each who have done the work along with me these last few years, and anyone else so moved, to join me in saying a simple prayer each day until the end of the month.

In this aspiration I use the word “Lord,” which is meant to stand for the sacred-most love and wisdom – and truth – ALL people of goodwill recognize in the beauty of the created world. Some of what is to come will be quite Catholic because watching a “magical battle” unfold is part of the education I’m offering. It is not meant to proselytize. My brothers and friends if for you it is Lord Buddha, or the Clear Light with a Smile, Jewish, Hindu, Muslim, Eastern and Western Orthodoxies, our beloved friends among the Native Americans honoring Grandfather Spirit. . . I could go on: Everyone celebrating the beauty and love that is ours to share in the wonder of life on earth lift up your hands with me, please, for the sake of the children.

AP reported “a major shift in alliances” on October 13th. The NYT reported the “pullout has already unleashed chaos and bloodletting.” This should rings bells for everyone on earth since it is not a small strategic development at all. For Catholics in particular, since every major Marian apparition approved by the Church ended on October 13th, the date too should ring bells. (For example Fatima where three children spoke and the Sun danced.) The fact that this whole fiasco was created by what has been called internationally a betrayal and stab-in-the-back of a brother in arms by the United States is a smear on our name of historic proportions. This should ring bells for every patriot! Is that the hoof-beats of the Apocalypse we hear?

There simply is no more clear cut illustration of the difference between the Catholic and Protestant point of view than the teaching of what the Book of Revelation given to us from St. John is in fact teaching. The schismatics in the last century or so hit upon the magical interpretation that became so popular with the publication of The Late Great Planet Earth and re-surged with another publishing phenomenon, the Protestant Christian Left Behind series of books and spin-offs. Among the children, of course, nothing in the publishing world could touch Harry Potter. We will be getting into that by and by and the news on that front, at least from the Catholic perspective is quite good indeed. It was a training of sorts for what your generation is going to need, if I am not mistaken. Their terryfying version of the Apocalypse has been canceled and I want to show you how, exactly. I think your going to like it.

There is an art to reading the larger spiritual forces behind the headlines of history, is there not? Mankind’s intelligence is simply incapable of spanning all the causes and effects ideas, words, and choices make in the end. It is not hard to see how seeds planted in the past developed into the modern world, but that does not allow us to know with any certainty what tomorrow will bring in detail. Classic Biblical belief is that some are given prophetic words and in them details of future events can be found that are astonishingly to the point. They are recognized in hind sight yet the role of the prophet is to advert the worse of the bad choice his generation is making. St. John’s Revelation is and remains the prophetic Word of the Church and she has every right to correct those who would use it to mislead the masses into madness. Even if WWIII has had its tinderbox struck do not fear, consciously or unconsciously by absorbing it from the surrounding Protestant culture, that the “blueprint” laid out in things like the Left Behind series and supported by 700 Club Christianity are going to map to reality. They have mixed up the planes. It makes a mockery of faith and it’s fight for the truth and it afflicts people with a fear, no a terror, they should not need to bear. Fighting Hersey is the business of the Church, Christians policing themselves as it were, and has always been. The public has been invited to watch the “magical battle” since at least St. Irenaeus of Lyons wrote the classic text in the year 180 Against Heresies (which remains a fascinating read btw if you skip through some of the details of the older Gnostic dogmas).

Finally, I would like to call out that the lesson we will learn as the unsustainable collapses is just how valuable our children, and the future they represent, really are. How? By no longer pretending among ourselves as adults that we are ever going to find any better way of living together than to seek the good first, not money as Greta said just as clear as a, well, as a bell.

The story of betray in Christianity is found in both the tales of Judas and St. Peter. All men and woman of goodwill the world over join us in humbly admitting the honest truth about mankind, that at times we fail to live up to our innermost commitments to love and peace when we are under duress. We all betray but the question is what do you do with the guilt, since the past cannot be undone? Ever since the death camps and nuclear fires of the world wars the whole world has been asking itself the same question. The Gospel teaches that Judas is unable to believe God would ever forgive his guilt and he goes off and kills himself in a confused attempt at reparation through human sacrifice. It is the error that goes all the way back to Father Abraham when an angel stilled the dagger by which he thought killing his child was serving God. Starting to see where all this might be relevant to our times when children are under attack on every front? The alternative to Judas and taking the suicidal way out is to weep deep tears of repentance, to morn in sackcloth, to live fearlessly as a penitent so as never to grow too proud again. Most everyone knows how these stories end, the resurrected Lord forgives St. Peter, establishes him as the first Pope and Western history was off to the races.

The role of the Church is to visibly show the truth of the Divine Mysteries for the public, in public wherever it is allowed. It has not always been allowed nor is it today. Those without anything but a Protestant set of history textbooks might want to watch HBO’s Gunpowder Plot. It will be my contention that the Church is again showing the world an important and painful lesson about Her Mysteries, this time one concerning children.

People of goodwill everywhere, please try to understand the exquisite pain the pedophile scandal caused good, simple, believing Catholics throughout the world. Wouldn’t this be the most corrupting form of betray in any of your faiths? We need to pray for those hurt, in all our faiths. For Catholics the spiritual imagination that accompanies our ceremonial worship absorbed a powerful darkness, one made particularly poignant because we hold the words of Christ are, mysteriously, literally true when at the last supper he was to share on earth with His closest friends he said “this is my body” and “this is my blood.” Soon after, the robed one was handed over to those with spears. For believing Catholics when a fallen priest used the Host of Holy Communion as part of the ritualistically colored abuse they were setting the Abomination of Desolation on the altar of the Living God. We have drank the wine of that suffering since. A more Satanic rite could not be imagined. Mary Magdalene was not allowed to touch the wounds of Christ until he had completed his Resurrection, but she who had suffered the seven demons was the first to see it had happened. Though the enemy of the Church sought to strike His Sacred Heart with the lance a second time and finally finish off the Church in human history, that did not happen. The teaching is that He was “once able to suffer and then unable to suffer” and is now, in-spite of what looks to be an humiliating helplessness to ward off evil, in fact all-powerfully among us in ways we can hardly even imagine. What can be and was hurt is the Church, His Bride, and this is just what heretics have been seeking to do since the beginning. Some of them have hurt the Church more than others but all seek, as it were, to violate the Virgin we read about in St. John’s Book of Revelation.

The lies that do the most damage, as far as we are concerned as Catholics trying to protect the true interpretation of our symbols and stories, is to confuse the Orthodox teaching of the Living God with the cults of the Dying God. As I have stated multiple times, it turns out Christianity is a very dangerous set of teachings to misunderstand. Catholicism does not proselytize, you will not find us knocking on your door like Mormons or Seventh Day Adventists. We are known world wide for holding up the crucifix – a cross with a body on it – and holding up a wafer of bread above a chalice of wine and declaring them the body and blood of God made man. We invite the world to gaze upon the beauty of the ceremonial union of heaven and earth (see last chapters of St. John’s Revelation) as here and now we offer for all people of goodwill “the work of human hands” which becomes our spiritual food and drink. “Happy are those called to the supper of the lamb.” We are trying to win you over with our love, there is no other safe path to God but to love him for his own sake. That is the Catholic Way. Anything else and you are using Him. Maybe you are using Him out of fear or terror or pain but still you are using Him and persons do not like to be used.

By allowing this one miracle of the body and blood, I will argue, the Orthodoxy avoided all the many, many temptations to veer to the right or to the left under the attack of its enemies for two millennia. I am sure it can be counted on to carry on the good fight through the end of this third Christian millennia and beyond as well. By holding to Divine Magick, it never falls prey to magical thinking and the “gates of hell” do not prevail against her. Defender of Reason, defender of the rights of Man to paint and make art, it insists we are here on this astonishing planet to be JOYFUL, to feast with one another. Anger, rebellion and the spirit of iconoclasm has a role to play in Man’s ongoing fight against evil, but so does the Spirit of the Fathers who hold up their hand before the young ones are about to go over an Abyss and say, Lo! No! This far you are allowed, no farther.

The Rain Will Fall, perhaps we can turn it into the dewfall of the heavens fertilizing our Wonderful World, yes? The work of human hands can hurt us indeed, they do. Does this blacken the sky, curse the stars, extinguish the delightful laughter of the boys and girls among us, generation after generation? No! No! No! And a thousand times No!

The following symbol is Franciscan, though I am part of no existing Franciscan Order. I am using it for contemplatives’ suffering offered nakedly in brotherhood with the suffering endured by our brothers and friends of every nation and tribe, whatever robe you wear. The peace of Brother Francis, the little poor man who bore the marks of sanctity, may it come to your homes, that they may know the ecstasy that only the Lord can give. I put it at the top of the prayer to remind all of us affiliated with one religion or another that it is asking for prayers, not converts; we are all in this together and together will respond. I put a copy of the prayer by itself under Poetics.

Lord, Save the Children
the litany

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who stole their attention span and sold it for 30 pieces of silver.

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who stole their literate inheritance and replaced it with flashy screens, for 30 pieces of silver.

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who designed their pastimes to be filled with shooting and gore, for 30 pieces of silver.

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who build the nuclear weapons that haunt our nightmares, for 30 pieces of silver.

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who saw the planet from space but refusing to heed the call to limit growth, sold it for 30 pieces of silver.

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who are burning the Amazon and those who created the system that requires them to do so, for 30 pieces of silver.

(please add your earth meditations)

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who placed gonzo pornography in the pocket of everyone, 24 x 7, for 30 pieces of silver.

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who fill the airwaves with smut and lies seducing with noise and glamour the very hearts of the young, for 30 pieces of silver.

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From those who fill their minds with truly strange drugs while school shootings and suicides under their ministries keep rising. And save them specifically from the snake in Big Pharma coldly addicting any and all comers, guilty and innocent alike, for 30 pieces of silver.

Lord, Help Us Save the Children
From Pharisees, “You have taken away the key of knowledge. You yourselves did not enter and you stopped those trying to enter.” (Luke 11.52) Our young desperately need true spiritual food and you dared to play God for a trump, for a crown of power and throne of praise you will never, in fact, receive.

The Battle Belongs to the Lord.

(for Catholics and anyone else who wants to join us add:)
St. Francis of Assisi, Pray for Us
St. Clare of Assisi, Pray for Us
St. Anthony of Padua, Pray for Us